The Voice of Truth

Sometimes when I think I can't go on, God puts a little message in my day that gives me hope. I've been training to run a 5k with my mom. It's been too cold outside to run so I've been just running on the treadmill at home. When I run I think, now that could be good or could be bad. Recently it's been bad...for reasons you all know of if you you've been around here long enough.

I know I said I wasn't going to talk about it again, but this happened before I said that so you have to listen! :) I was getting down because my body is still not back to normal after my miscarriage. 9 months later and I still don't have regular periods. I didn't have a period for 5 months and have only had 2 since. It's a little overwhelming.

BUT GOD reminded me the other day that no matter what the devil tries to tell me that HIS voice is the voice of truth. I couldn't help but start shouting while I was running. I had my Ipod up as loud as it would go and this song came on and I just started shouting. Whoo, whoo, whoo...hahaha...devil you're a liar!!!!!!!!   I worry so much now about infertility that God has to constantly, I mean constantly remind me that He's in control. Am I going to get pregnant when we start trying? Will we have to try for a while before it happens??!? AHHHHH!!! I just started speaking to my body, LINE UP! I am a planner and this whole not knowing when I'm ovulating this is not working out for me! So, my body needs to listen, get in line, and start having regular cycles! So there!   I hope this encourages someone else. This song is wonderful! It seems that every time I need a pick-me-up, on comes a song that reminds me how incredibly amazing my God is!